in all seriousness.

life makes me really really sad sometimes. idunno if anyone heardd about that dude in florida. yeah, he killed himself live on the internet. and hundreds of people were apparently watching and not one of them called anyone for help. they were actually cheering him on.. we live in a sick demented world. idunno whenever i hear about strangers killing themselves i automatically cry, not even a little bit, i cry alot. i guess its my needtohelpeveryoneattitude that makes me feel like i couldve helped if i knew, but this is worse. there were so many people that couldve prevented it, and they didnt. it really makes me sick. &&& i cant even write anymore about it because its making me literally sick